Thoughts

well, some thoughts.

I'm someone who keeps everything to myself.
Rarely sharing my thoughts with others,
even not to those you see me walking with daily.
Its not that I do not trust my friends.
Ever since my parents divorced,
I don't see a need to trouble others with what's troubling me.

I may appear to many as a
'take things as they come'
kind of person,
carefree, positive.

However, after accumulating everything,
all i needed was a spark to initiative.
This was what happened the other day.

Whether I voiced all of my thoughts?
I'm not too sure
cuz there's too many for me to recall all.

-I thought no one reads this blog,
even those i didn't expect, reads it-

Things took a wrong turn here.
I've been blaming myself for setting the direction wrongly.
It was meant to help, but somehow, it didn't work out.
I apologise.
:(

After we talked it out,
Hopefully, the situation would improve next week.
Its the final week to change things.
If not, thats the end.